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Dad's gonna try to quite smoking, which is amazing. I'm so proud of him! He said it's only because of our money situation though..
I would rather him be like "Smoking is killing me and my half-of-a-lung so imma quite before I die" But that's okay. I'm just glad that he wants to. And also him admitting that he was wasting all of our money on cigarettes was a big thing. I'm proud of him:]
He said he's going to be super moody now, and probably say a lot of things he doesn't mean, and he looked at me all serious and was like "will you please help me with this?" and I was like "YES OF COURSE!" and he said that imma just have to ignore all of his yelling and everything. But I'll put up with him, I don't mind. As long as he's trying to quite. And I mean, now i'll know that it's because of the cigarettes, and not because he thinks I'm a failure.
It KindOf sucks that right when the yelling stops, it's going to start back up again...But I mean, at least now there's a good reason behind it.

On another note,
I'm sorry for seeming like such a emo person in my blogs. I'm not really this depressing I promise. I'm actually a really really happy person. I just usually end up writing about the bad things. Please don't think I'm some whinny over-emotional chick.

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