Saturday, November 28, 2009

I commin' home tonight,

I surprised dad with a jacket the other day as his "early" Christmas present. It made him happy:]
And he's been really nice lately, I think we've come to a silent agreement between eachother. I'm not really sure what this agreement is...but I just know somehow there's one there.
And I think we both KindOf realized what we were doing to eachother, and we both realized that we didn't mean to do these things...
And I really don't know how it all got started or anything, but this whole time we were both trying to get the other one to stop being so stupid but we couldn't see because we were trying so hard to get the other one to stop being stupid and not paying attention to anything. And by all of this we ended up un-intentionally treating eachother like shit.
And I know that both me and dad have some anger issues, even though we hate to admit it. And these anger issues got us in such a big hole that we never even intended to create.
Anyway.
I think things are actually going to get better this time...and STAY that way.
I have hope.
I have hope that I am going to fix this thing and keep it great.



THE END.

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