Today was pretty crappy.
Okay, take that back. Today was REALLY crappy.
Here's an overview of my day--
*My bestfriend's girlfriend cheated on her.
*My dad almost kicked me out of the house
Or...
I don't know.
I really don't know what happened.
Maybe he did.
Maybe he didn't.
All I know is that I asked to stay the night at 'rikas because she needed me, and my dad EXPLODED.
Then he told me to "get the fuck out of his house"
And I cried and said "no no no, i'll stay. no"
And he screamed and made me leave.
Somehow I ended up at erikas.
And now i'm sitting on her floor on some random laptop, writing this.
I want to go home. I know that sounds insane because who would want to go back to a place where all that happens is screaming.
But I just can't believe things got bad again. Things were good, real good. Ever since dad got the job things were awesome, all up until about a week ago.
I don't know what happened.
Things were great and there was no fighting or yelling and me and dad joked with eachother. We were a REAL family. A nice family. A happy family.
Things were the best that they've been in forever and for once I was pretty happy.
But I guess the happiness couldn't stay, it had to leave.
Anyways,
But I want to go home. not to the retarded place that home has become recently, but to the place that it was about two weeks ago.
Thats what I want. I just wish dad could be happy. And STAY happy.
And I want my bestfriend to be happy again.
"person" mad her so happy, and they were so happy together. And then "person" just had to go and cheat on my bestfriend.
She was crying. CRYING. It was one of the few times i've ever seen her cry. I mean, i've seen her cry before but not like this. She was so hurt and it hurt me too. I couldn't stand to see my bestfriend going through that much pain and I had to cry too.
Anyways, so I'm going to end this now before it gets too long.
I just really REALLY hope dad will let me go home tomorrow. I'm probably going to get grounded for eternity, but ohwell. maybe if I just go home then things will get better.
THE END
[no question today]
1 comment:
i'm so sorry about your dad. this is actually the most emotional entry you've ever written. i actuallt felt your desire to be closer to your dad. and it's terrible how you guys always end up fighting :/ this is so not cool. i hope you do go "home" :] feel better!
and i'm so sorry about your friend. for all it's worth, she should just break up with her. she deserves someone that doesn't share the love and affection !
Post a Comment