Friday, January 9, 2009

Wondering...

Sometimes I can't help but want to go back in time to when i was little, and replay everything differently.
I wonder how things would be if my mom and Aunt sisi never left the world.
I wonder how It would be if I hadn't spent to much time being afraid of my Uncle Scott.
How things would be if i wasn't so shy as a small kid.
If I'd never home schooled through 2nd grade, or if I'd stayed in homeschooling.
Or if i hadn't of wasted so much time with some of the people that were literally a WASTE of time.
I want to go back in time and change things with my dad,
And make things different with some of the people I've upset in my life, or that have major issues with me.
And payed more attention in Elementary school.

But These things are in the past.
And will forever remain in the past.

Time moves forward, not Backwards and stops for no one.
I'm just gonna have to catch up and live in the present.


THE END.



2 comments:

Unknown said...

:{ You sound like you need a hug. Well...

HUG!

Sebastian Guerra said...

True.. What IF? is a huge question