Hah,
so much for writing in this thing everyday.
tehehe.
i am a horrible blog keeper.
period.
end of story,
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anyways,
i feel as if i am about to puke.
but its not from being sick,
its from being in a crappy moode.
i feel all sad and junk again.
i guess weekends are just "feel like crap days" for margie.
if i said i didnt know why i feel sad,
that would be a lie.
but i honestly don't think its something to be THIS sad over,
RIGHT NOW.
How long will it be until i can just accept things the way they are.
i mean FULLY accept it?
and not beat myself up.
who knows, but i do know that i should be more over this now,
i shouldn't be crying this hard and still blaming myself.
thats supposed to be gone now.
but its not.
and still,
what bugs me more than anything is not being able to do ANYTHING.
i can't change these things,
they are what they are.
she.
is.
gone.
holyDuckCrackers.
can't someone hurry up and make a time machine?
THE END.
[p.s]
^^^^^ so you'll understand my title....
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